Does someone wanna come over and bake cupcakes and listen to music and just like talk shit about silly junk with me?
I am going to go bake things with zoe and that is very good.
Can I come I’m bored of work
Yesterday I met some cats and I took some pills and saw a band I really like and fought tooth and nail not to cry the whole day
I don’t want to admit that being in incredibly abusive, disfunctional, and ultimately emotionally, physically, and sexual violent relationships has probably fucked me up on a long term basis and I’m going to be dealing with this forever. There’s no healing here, I’m not going to go back to any kind of normal. I’m going to start a new decade on Friday with so much baggage and history that never ends.
You never get over anything. You just learn how to cope